- Location:State of Confusion
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:GalleryCast 8
- Mood:
accomplished
There have certainly been elements of wonderfulness in this year. The past year has brought me amazing, wonderful, unbelievable friends. How could I not appreciate a year where I found my "Sister from another mister"
I've refound
I'm going to be an aunt and a great aunt again in October. My sister is expecting Daisy Blair and my niece is expecting Kaileyana (horrible name) Nicole. I'm so excited about these two beautiful new baby girls that are joining my family. I can't wait to hold them and kiss them and tell them that their Aunt Jujie loves them.
I accomplished a goal that I have had for almost 20 years by getting my certification in phlebotomy. I haven't found the job yet, but I can't believe that the opportunity to have school paid for was an accident. The doors were opened for me to pursue this and I'm just amazed that I have that certificate in hand and can look for jobs in the medical field.
And probably the most amazing thing for me this year is
But there has been some really bad stuff this year as well. I have been out of work for over a year, just trying to make ends meet doing temporary assignments that don't last and don't pay enough. I've literally gone broke this year, selling off everything I can think of trying to provide a home and food for my child. And I'm now standing at a crossroads, trying to make decisions that will affect so many people.
I am also quite afraid that this year is going to bring the loss of both of my beloved grandmothers. My Gammy raised me and my siblings along with my mom. She is one of the best friends I have ever had. We've had to place her in hospice care and her health is so poor and her pain is so bad, that we have actually begun to pray that God will end her suffering and take her home. It just seems so wrong to pray for that, but when I look in those pain filled eyes and know the ravages of what 92 years of living has taken on her body, I can't help but want for her to be released from that pain. My Granny has dementia and suffered a bad fall a week ago. She really needs round the clock care, but my dad and his siblings aren't doing anything about it. Granny is amazing. She had six children, 24 grandchildren, 33 great-grandchildren, and 4 great-great-granchildren and up until just a couple of years ago, she was able to keep everyone's (including spouses) birthday's straight. That's just mind-boggling to me. But now she doesn't even know who she is. I love both my grandmothers more than I can say, and to see this happening to them is probably the most gut-wrenching thing I've ever known. Even worse than when my Grandaddy died 13 years ago, because at least the cancer that took him from us was quick.
I've lost an uncle and an aunt this year. They were married for close to 60 years and when my Uncle Pal passed, we knew that Aunt Ruby wasn't long for this world. Less than two months after he died, she joined him.
I think, like most people, I have had a mixed bag. I've cried a lot. Sometimes from laughter, many times from heartbreak. And even though right now things seem bleak, I keep remembering something my mom told me: "We'll know how God brought us through this when we get through this." And I know it's true. I look back at some really hard and horrible times and see He was there the whole way through, but I always see it in hindsight.
Okay, I've gotten this off of my chest. Thank you for being my friends and listening to it. Sometimes you just need to let it out. The good and the bad. I look forward to my birthday; I share it with my sister-in-law, so that means it's always a big family occasion. So I am thankful. Even for the bad things. Because everything that happens shapes us into who we are supposed to be. I'm hoping that as this year ends, I can say that I'm a better person than I was at the beginning of it.
- Mood:
nostalgic - Music:Take on Me - a-ha
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So I was just playing around and decided to do the Fortune Cookie Generator and got this. *snort* I just had to share it with the world. :P
- Mood:
silly
First Impressions are everything. How do people perceive you?
You are such a hard person to come by!! You always give everyone a second chance and the benefit of the doubt, which if you didn't already know, is very hard to find in people. You don't necessarily put everyone before yourself but you defiantly care about everyone that you meant no matter the circumstance. NEVER LOSE THAT QUALITY!!
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I hope this is true about me. It sounds nice. If it's not, please don't tell me. :P
- Mood:
bored

Which HP Kid Are You?
I did this for my MySpace page a while back and got Ginny (with some minor tweaking). Hilde swears that I am not Ginny and I am more like the Twins. I feel certain she is right, but even Harry acknowledges how much like the Twins Ginny is. So I have decided to consider myself a cross between my favorite Weasleys. ;)
- Location:chained to the desk
- Mood:
hungry
- Mood:
okay - Music:Youth of a Nation - POD
I don't really know what to write about it, but I'm going to post anyway.
Life is ongoing. Not really exciting. The job search continues. It's strange to be looking for a job in a field other than the one I've worked in for the past almost 20 years. But really the point of going back to school was so I could do just that. So, really, basically what I'm looking for is someone who wants to pay me to poke people with needles.
I read Deathly Hallows to Libby last weekend. I know it seems silly to read a book out loud to a 17 year old, but we started the series that way, and that's the way we finished it. Unfortunately, I also had bronchitis, so by the time we finished at 4 am Sunday, my voice was shot. I've spent the past week and a half sounding terrible. But I did love the book. I laughed a lot, I cried a lot, I screamed in frustration quite a bit. But I was surprised by so many things. Jo can tell such a fantastic story. I'm trying to read through it again, but it's hard. I keep having to stop and absorb things. And frankly, right now, I'm at the beginning of the Malfoy Manor chapter, and I haven't been able to make myself read it. It's going to be so intense from here on out and I know I will be crying copious tears, so it's hard to push on through to that point. It just seems so strange to be saying goodbye to these characters. The Trio has grown up with Libby, and now their adventures are through as she's just getting old enough to go out into the world on her own. It's a bittersweet experience. I know I can continue to reread the books (and you know I will), but there's no new adventures to look forward to.
We have GalleryCast 3 up on iTunes now. If you want to hear just how pitiful my voice sounded, give it a listen. But it is so much fun doing this thing.
ginnyismyhero (Miranda) and I have so much fun coming up with stuff for this and producing the segments. She has rocked my world by setting up our website and MySpace pages, doing all the coding, and getting us up on iTunes. I don't know what I would do without my uber-twin. And now we have
theyellowpepper(Erna) as our Anchor and Editor and
atschpe(Hilde) as our Head Filkstress. They make us sound so good. And
kimmyblairjoined us for our news chat on this week's cast. I have been getting compliments on it all day. I am so excited about this. It's so unbelievable to me that I'm hosting and producing this thing. So friend us here
gallerycast and on MySpace at www.myspace.com/gallerycast and visit our website at www.gallerycast.wordpress.com. We hope to continue improving as the weeks go by. Be sure to subscribe on iTunes as well.
So that's what's going on in Jules world. Keep your fingers crossed for my job hunt. And be sure to listen to GalleryCast.
- Location:A bit lost
- Mood:
chipper
Normally I am a shy and retiring sort of person. *snort* Anyway, my stalker,
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who got tagged need to write a blog entry of their own 6 weird things. They should as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
1. I attract small children. I'm a toddler magnet, if you will. I walk into a room with small children and immediately they are hugging me and touching me with their little jam hands. (Must be a mental age thing.)
2. I can quote every line of The Breakfast Club from beginning to end because I have seen it 12981651357 times.
3. My absolute favorite food in the world is boiled eggs. (Don't ask, I don't know myself.)
4. I am complete addicted to the bowling game on my cell phone. I play it all day long at work. (What? There's nothing else to do.)
5. I am a total photo junkie. On my last trip to the Dominican Republic I shot 23 rolls of film and I was only there for 10 days.
6. I accidently started collecting cows. My best friend from high school worked at a pottery store and bought a bunch of cow glasses, canisters, plates, etc. with her discount and decided she didn't want them. So she gave them to me. Once people saw how much cow memorabilia I had, they started giving me more cow stuff. Now I am overrun with cows.
Hmm...all of my friends have already been tagged. All of you just dodged a bullet.
- Location:In front of the computer
- Mood:
dorky - Music:Pretty Fly (For a White Guy) - The Offspring
- Mood:
silly - Music:The Remus Lupins
Next weekend is the birthday party for my nieces Kailyn and Kaidy. Kailyn will be 3 and her little sister Kaidy will be 1. That's the age that Libby's still supposed to be.
Life at the Leaky Cauldron has been more insane than usual this week with the new trailers that came out. I have now watched the international trailer so many times that I firmly believe I know it better than WB. Those trailers are fantastic!
The visit by
I had to laugh the other night watching American Idol Gives Back, because as soon as Hugh Laurie showed up on the screen,
I am feeling much better this week, so thanks for the hugs sent my way last week. They helped tremendously.
- Mood:
silly
I managed to survive the past week. It was touch and go there for a while, but I made it. I can't remember the last time I have felt as ill as I did this week. The one good thing that has come of my illness is that I have managed to lose weight. Quite easy to do really, when even the very thought or mention of food was able to send me into stunning displays of digestive pyrotechnics. However, this question arises from the experience: how come you can never lose weight from the areas you would love to target? I now have more defined cheekbones and a smaller bust, but my tummy and thighs remain stubbornly unchanged. Oh well. Overall, weight loss is a good thing, however I do not recommend the weight loss plan I used.
I did something yesterday that I have not done in 20 years. I had a 3 hour long telephone conversation. Not since the great chat fests that my high school best friend and I staged on a daily basis has this occurred. But yesterday I received a call from my fellow Goddess
ginnyismyhero(known to mere mortals as Miranda) and before we were able to detach the phones from our ears, 3 hours had passed. While we would like to think that it was ostensibly to plan her visit in June, it was really just an excuse to act silly without wearing our fingers to the bone like we do on Skype. I picked up the phone last night to make another phone call and my lovely daughter Libby told me not to call Miranda because I would be on the phone past midnight. (Smart mouth thing, she is.)
I'm still trying to come to terms with the fact that Deathly Hallows is coming out so soon. I have been on this roller coaster since 1998 and I'm not ready to let it go yet. In a strange way, I feel like Libby and Hary have grown up together and I'm seeing one of my children go off into the world on their own. It's just odd that when this book comes out Harry and Libby will both be 17. When did I get to be this old?
- Mood:
exhausted

